The image of an orphan 'wandering the street' is a stark contrast to Amanda's current confined and controlled existence. An orphan, though lacking parental care, is also free from parental supervision and rules. The 'wandering' signifies aimless freedom, moving wherever one pleases without directives or schedules. This fantasy represents Amanda's deep desire for independence and a peaceful solitude where she can exist without being constantly corrected or supervised, enjoying the quiet freedom of being left alone, rather than seeking sympathy or a life of explicit danger.